rockytheboxer said:
swaki said:
well isnt this an uplifting thread, 04, got sent to an closed insane asylum by my mother because she couldn't deal with me, got out one month later and got send to hillbilly land where i spent 1 year being threaten because im half greek, lost contact to all my friends, and my depression only got worse.
on the bright side, i threw myself over the books and I'm still considered smart and well spoken based from what i learned that year.
I would really like to hear more. How did you end up in that asylum?
i was quite depressed, skipping school and took the trains instead, not to anywhere specific i just enjoyed riding them, i never thought while on the trains, i thought about suicide every night, honestly i only stayed alive due to my kid brother, my mother didn't think she could handle it her self so she sent me there, i felt quite abandoned, and that helped me.
from one night to the other i lost all feelings i had towards my mother and putted on a brave face, apparently that was a positive sign so i got send out, and the reason i ended up in hillbilly country was because i dint wanted to move back to my mother so i got send off to that place, again a brave face helped me getting out of there and i got government aid to pay for my own place, i was 16 once i got my own place.
i hope that wasn't too much information ^^
once you've talked with as many shrinks as i have sharing that kinda stuff just feels natural.