Hi all
So sitting here at 3:50 at night reflecting on my life so far, and wanted to know how others life's are going. and if you are happy with it?
To kick things off. I am 17. I left school in year 7, did home school, didn't really ever take it in.
I got kicked out of my house.(by my mother) for losing my temper and putting a hole in a wall. (done this a lot throughout my life). Long, LONG story short I am now at my dads (we DO NOT! get on and we never did (mum kicked him out when i was 13[for his anger funny enf])
|FUN FACT|
I had moved to my dad's for 1 and a half months. We had the biggest fight we have ever had.( and that my friends is truly something, considering the fights we have had in my life)I am amazed we didn't end end up punching each other.(it came very close to it and next time i think he or i will, and not to overreact but i can safely say it wont end in 1 or 2 punches. any way. I left 2 days later got on a plan back home 2 weeks later I'm back.
so ATM in my life i feel so numb. As in it all just means nothing, i just don't really care. I am not depressed, i just don't feel. I couldn't care less if i live or die. I think I'm just biting time till I'm 18 moved out and can drink my self to sleep so i can stop thinking and get to sleep for once. idk it all fucked up.
So... how is it going for you?
So sitting here at 3:50 at night reflecting on my life so far, and wanted to know how others life's are going. and if you are happy with it?
To kick things off. I am 17. I left school in year 7, did home school, didn't really ever take it in.
I got kicked out of my house.(by my mother) for losing my temper and putting a hole in a wall. (done this a lot throughout my life). Long, LONG story short I am now at my dads (we DO NOT! get on and we never did (mum kicked him out when i was 13[for his anger funny enf])
|FUN FACT|
I had moved to my dad's for 1 and a half months. We had the biggest fight we have ever had.( and that my friends is truly something, considering the fights we have had in my life)I am amazed we didn't end end up punching each other.(it came very close to it and next time i think he or i will, and not to overreact but i can safely say it wont end in 1 or 2 punches. any way. I left 2 days later got on a plan back home 2 weeks later I'm back.
so ATM in my life i feel so numb. As in it all just means nothing, i just don't really care. I am not depressed, i just don't feel. I couldn't care less if i live or die. I think I'm just biting time till I'm 18 moved out and can drink my self to sleep so i can stop thinking and get to sleep for once. idk it all fucked up.
So... how is it going for you?