Is it normal to want every human being alive dead? Even myself?

[lacktheknack]

Aussie here, got out of highschool, trust me when I say this; Highschool is the worst time of your life, the only people who claim it was their best were the pricks who were fucking everybody and are now lonely drunks in bars.

What if I say it was a awesome time of my life, because I got a reputation of passive-aggressively traumatizing people who annoyed me, thus keeping the jerks away?

Considering how I'm an alcohol intolerant virgin, the rest of your description certainly doesn't work.

 

[Jasper Jeffs]

OP sounds like one of them dicks that try and make themselves believe things just so they can pretend to be different, and act like they're mentally unstable. You wish your parents beat you.

My advice: grow the fuck up. Seeking to be different doesn't make you different, it makes you like everyone else. The very fact you say "you guys could proberly guess them" immediately says to me you don't know why you hate people. If you hated people because they were assholes, you would get on with your life so they don't get the satisfaction of knowing they fucked up yours, but I'm guessing you don't even speak to these people and immediately assume they're assholes because you like hating people, even if you're just pretending to hate them.

You're in year 10, stop playing "I wish you were dead" and actually speak to some of these people, you might just make some friends.

 

[Nigh Invulnerable]

If you're hoping for sympathy, pity, or whatever, you're not getting from me. Grow a pair and shut up. We all went through, or are going through, high school and a lot of it sucked. Also, it's totally not normal to want everyone dead.

 

[Koroviev]

As several others have already said, the situation is significantly more tolerable in the real world. I know how you feel, though. I remember these two girls from my sophomore geometry class in particular. One laughingly informed the other that she was going to break her phone in half, and then lie to her parents about the cause in order to acquire a new phone. The level of selfishness on display was utterly repulsive.

 

[Kinokohatake]

I am going to give you advice that I wouldn't have listened to when I was a teenager. Stop thinking you are the best around. Just HAVE FUN. Get involved in school things or friend things, and stop being so unhappy.

 

[kouriichi]

Welcome to the club comrade sam42ification for The Great Downunder.

I get that feeling quite oftin. Probably for none of the same reasons as you, but the same feeling none the less. Humans are horrible beings. Selfish, stupid, self destructive, lazy, and above all STUPID.

Sure there are some people who standout. Me, Jhonny Depp, Mr.T, Dr. Pepper.....

But to me, wishing the world would end is nothing strange.

 

[TheLiham]

I blame our fucking retarded governments. If we still had a grammar school system this problem would be much less widespread.

OT: Dude, you're completely normal...

Either that or me and most others in this forum are weird too but lets not go into that.
The vast majority of people you meet in secondary school are complete assholes who will give you shit because you aren't exactly the same as them and their friends just ignore them because they're gonna grow up and be complete losers

 

[ham and red bull]

FUCK NO!!! Get some help dude!

 

[conzan]

no its not normal its silly. England

 

[LightOfDarkness]

Meet older people is my advice (i.e. midnight game releases, non-school clubs) because all teenagers are bitches.

CAN

 

[TheTim]

yea dude wanting to kill everyone is COMPLETELY normal. Its definately not what breeds columbine incidents or anything

 

[Thyunda]

FUCK NO!!! Get some help dude!

Nah, I don't think it's a psychological issue going on here. It's arrogant selfishness. That's all it is. Everybody is an asshole, I hate everybody, I wish everybody would just die.

I'm thinking there's probably a reason everybody behaves like an asshole toward you. I am willing to bet money that you would tell people to fuck off if they wanted to talk to you.

So you're in high school. You get bullied. So what? So did I. And I love people. I am one of those irritating people that talks to strangers on the bus. Just because some guys used to beat me up doesn't mean all people are bad.
Simple matter of you thinking everybody is below you simply because they don't like you.

And I'm from the UK. England.

 

[Anti Nudist Cupcake]

Just don't hurt anyone, ok?
We have had enough cases of video games being blamed for public violence and murder.

South-Africa

If you lost faith in humanity in a 1st world country, you'll hate it here pal!

 

[Imsmarterthanyou]

Definitely not normal, as someone a year older in HS I can say that 90% of the people you meet will come off as douchebags but are not really bad people. However I go to an awesome school with the best dances in Ottawa and a crazy high academic record for a (catholic) public school.

It's possible that people don't conform to your expectations of them and therefore make them come off as immature jerks. Your misanthropy then colours their view of you and a cycle is formed. Get a sense of humor, keep an open mind and if worst comes to worst find some reliable friends outside of your school. Girls love a tortured genius with a sense of humor.

 

[KiKiweaky]

Ever since i went into high school i feel all my inocents has been lost and i've turned into a depressed, angry, nerdy, anti-social, sick, evil basterd. I just hate every one. Every one should die in a whole even me. I have a hour bus trip home from school. This is when my feelings are at there strongest. Every one on bus is a dick. I have my reasons for hating every one but i think you guys could proberly guess them. So is it normal to have these feelings and are there other people out there like me? (Just to lighten up the mood a little i'm want to do a little survey. Could every one please put what country they come from at the end of their status? I don't any one bagging out peoples countries otherwise you will just make my hate grow). I'm from Australia.

Em I dont think its normal no, then again I hated the bus for a while too.

You get used to it I love getting the bus home now. Its full of space cadets and complete fruit cakes haha, its nice meeting complete strangers and having a chat with em on the way home even if some of them are a bit unbalanced :/

Ireland, and I cant for the life of me understand how you can harbour such contempt when you live where you do. I dont think you realise how lucky you are to live there, I think you probably just dont want to grow up I was the same when I was younger. Your views will change in time

 

[Communist partisan]

I am from Sweden but family from Serbia (so don't fucking call me swedish!)

I am a hateful person if it wasn't illeagal I would stabb peapole in the throat that annoy me and enjoy it but I don't hate myself, I love myself and I would probably do most things too make me feel better even if it hurts others.

 

[spacewalker]

FUCK NO!!! Get some help dude!

Nah, I don't think it's a psychological issue going on here. It's arrogant selfishness. That's all it is. Everybody is an asshole, I hate everybody, I wish everybody would just die.
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this kind of defines a psychological issue, not nessicaily a disease but an atitude brougth on by living conditions.
Having a serius discussion of your current living conditions and causes for your current discontent may be in order here. I dont really know what options you have available of people to talk to though.

 

[Thyunda]

FUCK NO!!! Get some help dude!

Nah, I don't think it's a psychological issue going on here. It's arrogant selfishness. That's all it is. Everybody is an asshole, I hate everybody, I wish everybody would just die.
.

this kind of defines a psychological issue, not nessicaily a disease but an atitude brougth on by living conditions.
Having a serius discussion of your current living conditions and causes for your current discontent may be in order here. I dont really know what options you have available of people to talk to though.

Ok, let me redefine. A psychological issue would be a grown man genuinely considering murdering his next-door neighbour because he might not like him.
This is either teenage angst, or attention-seeking.

 

[Danny Ocean]

No it's not normal. You might just be one of those angsty teenagers though, in which case is fairly normal. So I wouldn't worry about it, as long as you don't cause anyone (including yourself) any harm.

I don't know about angsty necessarily leading to feelings like this. I'm angsty, but I love the world.

You can think about life all you want, but I think the disposition towards a negative view comes from something else. Perhaps disliking yourself, or loving yourself too much. You'd have to ask a psychologist for that answer, though.

I blame our fucking retarded governments. If we still had a grammar school system this problem would be much less widespread.

What on Earth makes you think that?