I would probably be able to buy porn, at least if it would be in a sex shop. There it's the only thing they sell, and why would you otherwise be there?
It'd be a different thing in a normal store though. However, I don't consider magazines like Playboy to be porn magazines. I would probably buy it in like a newsstand or something, from a man. But just to avoid any embarrasment, I ask my mom to buy me Playboy mags instead.
I don't think I would have any problems buying anything on the internet though. As long as you don't have to face someone, it's no problem.
But why buy these things when they are free on the web? Well, it's always a different feeling if you have a magazine in your hand, or watch a movie on your TV.
Why do people buy books or movies, instead of reading or watching them for free on the internet? It's perhaps the feeling of owning it that's specially nice. And you might also feel proud of yourself for actually bringing up the courage to buy something like that, which is nice. And maybe you might feel just a little bit more dirty, which is fun.
Why watch softcore porn? Well, I think it's nice for the tease. Teasing really builds up suspension, and is a nice way of starting up a nice little evening.
