It's not so much a psychical trait but more of a personality defect:
I'm the quiet girl. Apparently this labels me a mass-murderer as my overzealous classmates insist I'm keeping a "list." It would be so tempting. Doesn't help with my less than impressive conversational skills. But to the point - because of this constant influence in my life I now have such a bad inferiority complex that I find it hard to believe that anyone would genuinely like to talk to me or spend time with me. Even family. As such, I avoid people. Go figure.
Doesn't help that numerous of my teachers have tired to figure out "what's wrong with her." As apparently trying to focus on your work is a bad thing. So far they've considering my being depressed, suicidal, shut-in, "slow," and just plain stupid. Thank you, educational system, for assuming my good grades are just a flunk. Does wonders for already non-existent confidence.
It's annoying when people insist something is wrong with you because you don't fit in their little box of cookie cutouts.
I'm the quiet girl. Apparently this labels me a mass-murderer as my overzealous classmates insist I'm keeping a "list." It would be so tempting. Doesn't help with my less than impressive conversational skills. But to the point - because of this constant influence in my life I now have such a bad inferiority complex that I find it hard to believe that anyone would genuinely like to talk to me or spend time with me. Even family. As such, I avoid people. Go figure.
Doesn't help that numerous of my teachers have tired to figure out "what's wrong with her." As apparently trying to focus on your work is a bad thing. So far they've considering my being depressed, suicidal, shut-in, "slow," and just plain stupid. Thank you, educational system, for assuming my good grades are just a flunk. Does wonders for already non-existent confidence.
It's annoying when people insist something is wrong with you because you don't fit in their little box of cookie cutouts.