For some reason Seras didn't really appreciate EMily suggesting she grow mentally, but she tried not to show this displeasure. "Emily, you might not know much about vampires, and I might only know a little more than you but...based on what I know, I'm not taking the easy way, I'm taking the only way. Because I only have two options, the way I can see. I can stay the way I am and keep struggling to survive, or I can try something that will, hopefully, increase my chances of surviving." she said. Then she walked away a bit and looked off into the distance. "I...I don't think I'll change as a person...I'll still be me, Emily. And...I'm not really human anymore anyway. I am a vampire. There's no point in pretending otherwise anymore. And besides..." she stops and turns back to EMily. "It's not really about what you are, it's how you act, right?" she asked with a small smile, hoping to lighten the conversation slightly while also furthering her own point.