"I'm not saying you don't Adries." Jack corrected.
"I'm simply saying that home makes people more relaxed, and the more relaxed people are the better the chance of something happening. It is the same with driving, most collisions occur within twenty miles of home, and the most dangerous and deadly place is the home. A natural conclusion to draw is that being at home makes everyone careless, and thus more prone to mistakes, injury, or death.
There is also the unresolved problem of possibly finding out and then knowing for sure that your whole family is dead. What will you do without hope that your family could have made it? How will you react knowing that everyone you have ever loved is now either dead or infecting others. Could you kill your brothers, sisters, mother, or father? You were able to kill a cousin you barely knew, what about when that bond is much more personal?
Though I can't and won't say that what you are doing is not understandable, just emotional. The only reason I myself am not demanding to go back home, is because I have no home to return to per say. I have no family to go back to, all dead well before this happened. I can at least be thankful that none of my family must experience the horror and fear that I myself experience every single day. At least they need not deal with the mistakes man has made anymore, for that I should be thankful I guess."