Right, first of all, after a bath, a long sleep and so much exercise I can't feel my legs. I felt better.
I read through your comments before I went out and did the one suggestion that stuck was the one half of you have been suggesting. Guess what it is?
I shown the parents the video. And christ things went mental for the best in my case. Bad for her though... really bad.
After showing both Mom and Dad that video, they asked me whether I was joking. They could see the sadness in my eyes they said, and knew I wasn't joking. They also recognised the boy in the video. I'm not going to go into detail but that boy was actually 22 on the day that the video was shown. The girl in question, is 16. So...
scumofsociety said:
There are sites on the internet that pay good money for amateur porn. Send her a card with a photo of you with your brand new whatever and the message 'this is the X I bought with the money I got for your video from XXX-amateur-sluts.com' with a link to her video...and then send the link to her parents with a 'concerned' note.
If she's 16, I don't think that sending it to the internet would be a good idea. At all. Ever.
She walked in just as I was leaving and asked "What the hell are you doing here?"
I smiled and placed my hand in her shoulder and whispered "Fuck you, they know."
She then shouted "What" at the top of her voice and the rest is unknown to me, but the neighbour to them, a friend of mine, said that the racket from the house was so loud that most of the street went to complain. Rightly so, if you knew the details which for the purpose of identity protection, I shall not reveal, but know this, there is a damned good reason I'm not.
Either way, I feel much better now, although my eyes feel like dry rocks.
Once again, my real cure for being depressed has been The Escapist, so, once again I want to say this.
[HEADING=1]THANK YOU ESCAPIST COMMUNITY![/HEADING]
Also, thank you for making my life just that little bit more interesting. Know what I was going to do today? Be miserable and stay in bed. Fuck that now, I want to go out and climb a mountain, although, my exercise involved me climbing a hill and I'm knackered from that.
Concerning my pills, I've asked my Psychiatrist if I can come off them. I guess that 20mg a day is alot. In fact, after doing some research, that's a high dose, even for adult standards, and I'm 16! Coming off these things will take time but I hope you all know something.
[HEADING=1]I FUCKING LOVE YOU ALL![/HEADING]
Calumon: Hey Jack, what I miss?
Jack: A heck of a lot, and I'll tell you about it one day.